The Crime LINKS in the Smoke
the sirens have been remaindered
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at the edges of whatever
can be attended to : ordinary
sky over
orderly macrocarpa : the lack
of perceptive
limit, over
this unwalled line of sea
stones, as
the ear : stacked
against the unending lack
of a word, or line
of words, is
the edge of whatever
can be languaged :
they are not (quite)
bricks, & the sky’s lending
library, full of wrecked
systems (persistent
repetition of cirrus
phrases : seeming to fan
out from something
prior, indecipherable),
admits its gaps
without arrogance,
shelves this eye’s
openness at mid-
air’s deaf
point : to browse,
half-Whitmanic,
half-shattered
along these introduced
avenues, in the green
exuberance
this gift is : its space
of not-knowing
is a mouth :
is, the misc.
silences (lengthened, as
breath) between
the noon shadows, the memes of
stated trees. but whose freedom
is it? it is a sky
i do not always know
what to do with (how to deal
with : as the ship’s
graveyard knows
implicitly : the quiet
rust into oblivion
within the day’s
greater attention,
as metal flakes
restate themselves
to the ocean’s
equal blood-taste)
[track created 2nd August 2010. location recordings made June 2009, in the grounds of seacliff asylum, dunedin. violin scratch-drone recorded in dunedin in June 2009, edited in wellington August 2010. the poem 'quail island / the sirens have been remaindered', also written in the first week of August, 2010.]
[for janet frame. with thanks to edie stevens and markus gradwohl]
'genetic noise [source text missing]'*
"It is by moving onwards, beyond the known, that No one and you, other reader, will hear the textual voice, which still remains to be heard, and which gives to each of us, after all, No one’s name.” - first names of no one, in The Helene Cixous Reader, S Sellers (ed), p. 33, 1974
, this snow
is
falling
on you,
on where
you stand,
on where
you
stood
[deleted]
it
[barely audible] , it
, happens,
even
in the antipodes,
this snow
hits
your arriving-
place
as modulations in
the after-
image, the
partition-
ed, lit
sequence
of [absences]
on sky-
as winter came, has
come, now
from the
other. sided
from the one, and
pointed
there
to skies. cast
as [name?],
as [date?], strung
in the radio
as micro- weave &
wave,
as spoke
to no-
, to every-.
listening
-cast
as/to sea &
sky.
as/is to know
to list as
absent, see
[inspecific]
as cold is
not
a place it is
this ,[question]
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*[first published alongside 2 other poems in NZ/Aust literary magazine Otoliths, issue 18 (August 2010)]
'the desert Homeric'*
in arid cities we have read as syntax flooded streets, marked tides in museums where classical shadows
build birds of dust on their shoulders:
the old tongue sleep, forgotten, in patches, but still the thirst: the sky, a desert of tiredness, without image
to drink, but almost
the memory of rain, half-tasted, like jealousy in the back of the throat; the lake, maybe eroded, or a salt, unfed
expanse, a wilted
lip dragging dust boundaries, outside the circle of light, the marble horse's pupil gilded. sight splits a line, a dry
horizon, a pen
raised to the chalky lips of cliffs, the vanishing point chewed ragged by wide skies, a seedless devouring, graced by neither coherence
nor splendor; where we live, on the edge of the letter, a view pointing stillness, behind gray glass; time ripened
under the eye's
black canopy, the plum of a newly born century, split under the hard foreknowledge of a thumb; and after the music
there will be the calm,
a relocation of light, the movement exact, a trace of anger held between hand and paper; and in the wind, where
cartographies click, and the surfaces rearrange
their notes, the desert flaring, pulling a long story from our feet, after a lifetime spent suffering the stilted innocence
of flowers, to avoid the belonging, the dull love:
to walk horizontally along the edge of a word, blinded by sun, to forget what was seen, and what there is, and
beneath real heel, to gather the fiction of a hill:
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*[first published in Australian literary magazine Cordite, the Epic issue 31.0 (2009)]
'in morning, reverberant'*
in morning, reverberant
"The memory of a precise colour in the street bounces back on another country, another distance - endlessly." - Chris Marker, Sans Soleil
as a day unfolds silently and very fast.
as a dawn colour flooding in the lesser lamps and overtaken.
as a boundary of lit shards breaking in radial lines opening to graph the bay and further it.
as a creeping tungsten flared line of warmth and thaw through those eyes already open to it.
as the picture of a street which flutters down a street.
as description and commentary mainly recorded off-site.
as a repeated series of opening blinds cut into dark into light into dark/lit cutting.
as a sequence of bricked pillars arcing the potential for that part of the narrative.
as location footage gathered around this time of day over an indefinite period.
as happening again and again reinforcing the arbitrary site as centre of seeing.
as fiction and nonfiction trees that enable me to go on counting them.
as a never ending loop which drives by like an expected bus on time.
as a sequence of easily memorisable patterns.
as the tendency toward valuing certain small objects.
as a story most likely to be happening now that it is.
as lemon slice and coffee in the cafe breaking into speech, as one city into the memory of another.
as overlaid archival material of birds' upflight from the square as device of remembrance.
as worlds experienced while roaring inside the wild whiteness of feathers.
as angling in with desire's mathematics of storm.
as motioned with you as utterance, shoulder to shoulder.
as the attempt to know, eyes closed, and precisely.
as this detail, a material formerly unembodied, unheard or unpublished.
as nothing existing outside of this recording.
as an instant of what went before and failed to capture it.
as knowing even within the experience that it is already.
as an instance of what we were and merely.
as a series of copies or distortions.
as a repetition turning into and within the excess of language's unravel.
as replay of sequence in rolling sight.
as the same actors every time, the same speech, the same.
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*[first published in the Australian literary magazine Going Down Swinging, issue 28 (2009), p. 7]
'jeanne d'arc / acousmatics of a beach, repeating'*
small unpicked signal
sounding among a whiteness of gulls.
almost inaudible as (a smile?)
as wind noise, a relation to skin
that shifts to recall
its wall as a doorway
this body’s openness closed
around its own (function)
fiction of warmth
the small, mammalian sun
which declares an unbroken circle
of blood to the line of cold
sharpening the grasses
with frost
& climbing into
it’s (percussive) onslaught as though
trailing through snow:noise a picture
in the decay, a voice, the white trail
of song dropped from a mouth
once kissed or otherwise
oddly residual, the fish-hook barb
of a sweet, sharp taste
lodged in the dry
authority of the eye
(warming a circle, chilling a line)
sucking like a series of sweets
the forward moving field of air
in small glowing mouthfuls
propped more or less vertically against
wind, sound stipples and shards crashing against the body’s lines
trying to get to the thing
buried at the end of the bone
white nautilus of the
cochlear spiral
where once, in another season
at the end of the track, the blinding opening
of a bay, gaped like an unspeakable optimism
an (unlipped) hope,
gapped (in potential) suddenly
the soundtrack cuts out…. a launch of pauses at drift in a discman’s
dead charge animating the individual waves in the sea’s monotone…
memory loops against the words that seal the eye’s telescopic glaze
into distance…. but you have no telescope,
only this soft technology… (and there is no power point anywhere on
the beach)... only these words or parts of words washing up among the
types of grains these rocks are.... you move around its text until unable to
differentiate an image’s edge, this puzzle of a face mixed up with other
scenes and scraps… these beached salt-crusted ‘70s sunglasses, (have
they been out there ever since. (shipwreck?))... you move around its text
its midden of found shards, flints, shells, not trying to find an old order,
or yet able to found another... and in waves some subtitled decade ends
as another begins and begins…
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*[first published alongside the poem 'stations (loop for paused morning)' in the 35th issue of Auckland based literary magazine Brief, September 2007, pp. 42-49. a pdf of the entire issue can be found here]
'a gap, invisible in the photograph (lover's leap)', and 'field notes for love poems' (0:2)*
a gap, invisible in the photograph (lover's leap)
to hear imperfectly
this bay : opening
as grey lines, as colourless
light and wide
shifting in the body
axis : keying an actual sun
in forests' verticality : in solar re
verberations before
such rushed
suddenness of field : set
the devouring o-
zone depleted opening
in myriad capillaries,
dilating light & wide :
at the abandoned port,
the sea's rages range
relation, flats
to peaks, black
calm to tumultuous
blue : can such flatness
of affect be a level
of whisper : how
to locate among
columns, among names,
within such loud leaning
in doorways, a wish
for blanking
the eye's notebook?
cloud-parted grass
spines threading the eye's
trust toward water,
reverberating in each step
a season, releasing
a thrown momentary
confetti of burnt orange
Lepidoptera, decentring
myriad shadows, scrolling
at ferns' slowness :
a crisp wheeling inside
what is hoped,
what is happened, the path
silenced and settling
uneasily, again in these
greens, the eye
unhinges : fills, a gap
that is also all
that is here :
field notes for love poems
1.2
approaching close listening
stammer in actualities, greens
& subject's continuance,
river line threaded towards Taieri,
the gear shift of speaking
unwinding the catalogue
to simple nouns
hanging against clouds
as portals, vanishing points
carved in the ear's longing
an empty traintrack
a note repeating: a-a-a
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